I wondered what it was that could make someone so evil to attack an innocent child and do perverted evil acts. Freud would call it a manifestation of an unbridled and ruthless egotism. Someone that’s as wild and ruthless as a feral animal with no moral conscience. Someone that’s so consumed by their own superego that they have no conscience. Where the unconscious takes over the conscious making them even more evil. They do acts of evil to build up their own egos. Childhood abuse isn’t anything that you just get over it. It’s a wound that you carry for the rest of your life and learn to deal with it. You may go through sleepless nights. There may be something that triggers that memory and takes you back. It can be the slightest things a movie or a smell that can trigger those horrific memories. For me and what triggered me recently was watching the movie The Shack. After I watched it I had problem sleeping. And I had to start taking my magnesium to relax me. You may feel anger and resentment that the person that did these horrible things to you never had to face the consequences never was accountable for his actions. You might be plagued with nightmares that you don’t understand. Or wake up frightened to death. These are all normal thoughts for a person that was abused as a child. I don’t know how many times I would have nightmares where someone had their hand over my mouth. And started violating me with a group of others. This all represented what I went through as a child. Even in my sleep my conscious was making me aware of the evil that happened to me. It was when I would feel that hand go over my mouth that I would fight to get out the name of Jesus and those thoughts that captivated my mind would leave. Jesus Christ is the only one that can save you! He’s the only one that can set the captives free. When we become prisoners of our mind and what happened. You may be 60, 50, 40, 30 or 20 years-old. It doesn’t matter how old you are. You still have that frightened child inside of you. And sometimes she comes out screaming from nightmares in the night.
Child abuse is something that we all need to work at to end. Abusers should be held accountable for what they did to others. We can only end child abuse by making others aware that it’s real and the repercussions of a survivor telling their story. Every child has a story. And some of those stories aren’t the stories we want to hear. Some of those stories will break your heart. This is my life and this is my story.
James 4:7 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
Acts 3:16 By faith in the name of Jesus, this man whom you see and know was made strong. It is Jesus' name and the faith that comes through him that completely healed him as you can all see,
1 Corinthians 5:3 For my part, even though I am not physically present, I am with you in Spirit. As one who is present with you in this way, I have already passed judgment in the name of our Lord Jesus on the one who has been doing this.