Author Poet Patricia Kelley
It is scary to think that this goes on in our world. #Saveourchildren
Author Poet Patricia Kelley
When you find yourself in the desert depend on faith to get you through it.
Author Poet Patricia Kelley
The enemy attacks our friendships at all levels. I am praying today for the restoration of friendships to be repaired and restored in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
I have been saying since the beginning of this pandemic. The similarities we face today are similar to those faced by the Israelites.
As with us we went through a REAL PASSOVER. We now understand the meaning of PASSOVER and those that survived through it. For many of us it drew us closer to God.
For some, you have never went through a crisis in your lifetime.
God is getting ready to show you what you're both made from.
But don't panic as Peter when he was walking on water and looked down.
This is a time when you must stay focused on Yeshua, Jesus.
You must stay in his word.
You must be grounded in your faith.
I wish that I could say our Passover is over but we still have many days yet to go through.
God is testing us to see which are faithful to him, and which are the warriors that he's prepared. God is changing things around. The numbers when first quoted were 2 million that could die in America. He's now decreased those numbers to 60,000. He adjusted those numbers.
Ever since we heard the words Coronavirus we felt fear. At first, we were told that America had nothing to worry about by Dr. Fauci. But it quickly changed. America soon found out that her once worst enemy was hiding information. Scientist and doctors in China were disappearing and some dying, And China was still lying. We still don't know what is going on with communist China. We do know however, God's hands are still working. If this virus had not happened it was told that China would become the new number 1 world power leader. But this virus mysteriously crippled China. No one now trust China. We don't know what was behind all of this if it was a masterplan to takeover the world. We don't know. But what we do know is that we were all controlled by fear as in a socialism society. We suddenly understood what it would be like to take orders and the consequences of not obeying those orders. We saw our churches blindsided by this virus. We saw people going to jail for attending service. We saw people getting fines for working if they weren't an essential worker. Suddenly essential workers became the clerk at the grocery store. The person delivering packages to your front door. The restaurant that offered curbside delivery. It was no longer the father or mother going out and earning an income for their family. It was the least that became the greatest. It was the less educated that we now trusted to service us and meet our needs. The order of the world was now changing. But God isn't finished yet. He's still stripping and placing some under the fire. He's still searching for those that call out his name. We must stay humble and obedient to God. He isn't finished yet and the last time I checked. He's still the miracle maker that divided the Red Sea and turned a shepherd's staff. into a snake. We need to remember before it was a snake it was a shepherd's staff to help steer a lost sheep.
I think with this current Passover God wants to make sure that more than two make it through it. If you look back, it was only two that made it to the Promised Land. This could be why God has made our length longer.
Exodus 14:14 The Lord will fight for you while you [only need to] keep silent and remain calm.”
Poetess Patricia Kelley
Yeshua, let your anointing fall on me.
Like fresh rain that pours let it land on me.
Let your favor land on me.
Let your wisdom land on me.
Yeshua, free me,
Of all anxiety within me.
Yeshua, free me,
Of all pain within me.
Of my mind, body soul and spirit.
Fill me with your Spirit.
Open the eyes of my Spirit.
Remove the scales from me,
That the world may see your Spirit in me.
Let not my spiritual adversaries find me.
But let me find comfort in your Holy Spirit.
God did not create man to mix with robots.
We need to connect the Biblical dots.
Some think they can create trans-humanism, some scientist practices are insanely nuts.
No one lonely looking for a companion needs a robot.
This is the creation of a mad man’s perverted thoughts.
The hardware of man is designed differently than a robot.
The physics of software has no mass.
Man has mass.
The software and hardware have no time.
Man has a designated time.
Robots can be upgraded.
Man cannot be upgraded.
Daniel 2:42 As the toes were partly iron and partly clay, so this kingdom will be partly strong and partly brittle. 43 And just as you saw the iron mixed with baked clay, so the people will be a mixture and will not remain united, any more than iron mixes with clay.
I need Yeshua every day.
I need Yeshua when I pray.
I need Yeshua when I fast Sunday through Monday.
I need Yeshua before I send the children out to play.
I need Yeshua to get me through each sick day.
I need Yeshua on each snow day.
I need Yeshua’s patients each day.
I need Yeshua’s forgiveness every day.
I need Yeshua’s grace every day.
I need Yeshua when I send the children out on a school day.
I need Yeshua Monday through Sunday.
I need Yeshua on the Sabbath Day.
I need Yeshua there with me when I praise on Sunday.
I need Yeshua to get me through each workday.
I need Yeshua to fill me with words of wisdom to say.
I need Yeshua to sharpen my mind each day.
I need Yeshua from day today.
I need Yeshua before I get on the highway.
I need Yeshua before I take the stairway.
I need Yeshua to give me strength every day.
I need Yeshua’s protection every day.
I need Yeshua to protect my family every day.
I need Yeshua to give me discernment before I open the doorway.
I need Yeshua before I accept the news for the day.
I need Yeshua to make an escape before I stray.
I need to be obedient and follow Yeshua’s rules every day.
If I didn’t have Yeshua I would have a miserable day.
The woman is pregnant, and the birthing pains have begun.
And, unbelievers are stunned.
They’re seeing the end isn’t going to be much partying and fun.
They hear on the news every day the world is being hit by wars earthquakes and sickness, the fights not done.
No one’s ready to give up until the fight has been won.
You hear the Democrats say they will fight until it’s won.
You hear the republicans say they will fight until it’s won.
You hear the Christians say this is all part of the division of the end times, it’s all begun.
But what is it that started all the chaos why are the unbelievers in the world so stunned?
God has warned us since the beginning.
There are things he doesn’t tolerate, the worshiping of other gods, immorality, and baby sacrifice. He's tired of the alteration of his creation. You can't compromise with God.
There's only one God.
And he set the rules since the beginning of creation.
God's fight has just begun.
Do you really want to fight God?
Matthew 24:8 All these are the beginning of birth pains.
Matthew 24:1 The Destruction of the Temple and Signs of the End Times
1Jesus left the temple and was walking away when his disciples came up to him to call his attention to its buildings. 2 “Do you see all these things?”he asked. “Truly I tell you, not one stone here will be left on another; every one will be thrown down.”
3 As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. “Tell us,” they said, “when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?”
4 Jesus answered: “Watch out that no one deceives you.5 For many will come in my name, claiming, ‘I am the Messiah,’ and will deceive many.6 You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come.7 Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places.8 All these are the beginning of birth pains.
9 “Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me.10 At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other,11 and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people.12 Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold,13 but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved.14 And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.
15 “So when you see standing in the holy place ‘the abomination that causes desolation,’ spoken of through the prophet Daniel—let the reader understand—16 then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains.17 Let no one on the housetop go down to take anything out of the house.18 Let no one in the field go back to get their cloak.19 How dreadful it will be in those days for pregnant women and nursing mothers!20 Pray that your flight will not take place in winter or on the Sabbath.21 For then there will be great distress, unequaled from the beginning of the world until now—and never to be equaled again.
22 “If those days had not been cut short, no one would survive, but for the sake of the elect those days will be shortened.23 At that time if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the Messiah!’ or, ‘There he is!’ do not believe it.24 For false messiahs and false prophets will appear and perform great signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect.25 See, I have told you ahead of time.
26 “So if anyone tells you, ‘There he is, out in the wilderness,’ do not go out; or, ‘Here he is, in the inner rooms,’ do not believe it.27 For as lightning that comes from the east is visible even in the west, so will be the coming of the Son of Man.28 Wherever there is a carcass, there the vultures will gather.
29 “Immediately after the distress of those days
“ ‘the sun will be darkened,
and the moon will not give its light;
the stars will fall from the sky,
and the heavenly bodies will be shaken.’
30 “Then will appear the sign of the Son of Man in heaven. And then all the peoples of the earth will mourn when they see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven, with power and great glory. 31 And he will send his angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather his elect from the four winds, from one end of the heavens to the other.
32 “Now learn this lesson from the fig tree: As soon as its twigs get tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near.33 Even so, when you see all these things, you know that it is near, right at the door.34 Truly I tell you, this generation will certainly not pass away until all these things have happened.35 Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away.
The Day and Hour Unknown
36 “But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.37 As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man.38 For in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark;39 and they knew nothing about what would happen until the flood came and took them all away. That is how it will be at the coming of the Son of Man.40 Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other left.41 Two women will be grinding with a hand mill; one will be taken and the other left.
42 “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come.43 But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into.44 So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.
45 “Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom the master has put in charge of the servants in his household to give them their food at the proper time?46 It will be good for that servant whose master finds him doing so when he returns.47 Truly I tell you, he will put him in charge of all his possessions.48 But suppose that servant is wicked and says to himself, ‘My master is staying away a long time,’49 and he then begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with drunkards.50 The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of.51 He will cut him to pieces and assign him a place with the hypocrites, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
Do you see them as I see them?
Do you hear them as I hear them?
They’re living in pain and sorrow.
They see no hope for tomorrow.
They’re caught between the circle of time of truth and lies, we must help them.
We must help them to find the truth, only then, will time-release them.
We must move fast to help them.
They’re worshiping they’re false gods that in circle them.
They don’t realize their gods are no help to them.
They don’t realize it’s the rebellion in them.
They cry out for anyone to come and help them.
But they’re lost in time caught between the circle of time of truth and lies that engulfs them.
They don’t realize their false gods will swallow them.
Yeshua, how can we help them?
They thought pleasure would help them.
They thought more money would help them.
They thought success or fame would help them.
They thought addiction would help them.
They thought surrendering their souls would help them.
But they keep going deeper and deeper where it will take a miracle to rescue them.
Yeshua, only you can help them.
If only they renounce the false, gods restraining them.
And repent and confess Yeshua’s the real God for them.
Only then will they see hope for tomorrow.
John 8:32 Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”
Romans 8:2 because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and death.
Our time on this earth goes by so fast.
We weren’t created to last.
We’re just a memory breath of the past.
We hope and pray that we don’t fall like some in the past.
We pray that we can hold onto your word and fast.
We know there’s something much better for us if we can last.
So, we set our eyes on that which last.
We set our eyes on Yeshua who’s the beginning and the last.
We change our hearts and minds and ask for forgiveness that you will shine and burn your light in us that we may last through all eternity. And become a light in the darkness that lasts.
We’re like the life of a candle that burns fast. We must make this time last.
Psalms 18:28 You, Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light.
There is Good News.
It’s Easter time.
It's almost resurrection day.
It’s a time for love.
It’s a time for forgiveness.
Oh, look out the window and you’ll see the flowers are blooming to celebrate this time of year.
It’s a special time of the year.
It’s time to put on some new clothes, and new shoes.
It’s time to discard that old life with those old clothes.
Oh, look at the sky, and look at the Son that chose you.
The old life has passed us, it’s a new life with a whole new view.
Winter’s death has passed us.
Death can no longer sting us.
Oh, Oh, Oh, It’s Easter this time of the year.
A Savior has risen on the third day, he’s taken our pain.
He left us some rain to get through the years.
He took our sins with forgiveness.
So, we never look back.
He’s got our backs all through the years.
Oh, it’s time to look up and see the Son.
And pray for others that they’ll see Yeshua, one day.
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, It’ Easter.
Our Savior has come.
It’s time for remembrance, this time of year.
Oh, dry those tears, and remember one day, you’ll see your loved ones because of Easter day.
1 Corinthians 15:20 But now is Christ risen from the dead, and become the firstfruits of them that slept.
I’ve written millions of words.
I’ve cried over a million tears.
I’ve wanted retribution for what was done to me.
I cry out they’re not worth saving.
They’ve committed sins upon sins.
They claim to be someone they’re not.
But who is it for me to judge them?
I have been as guilty as them by wishing the same for them.
I prayed a thousand prayers.
I cried a thousand tears for years.
Yeshua, I cried they’re not worth saving.
But in my own heart, I know everyone is worth saving.
It doesn’t matter what they’ve done to me.
It doesn’t matter what they did to others.
It only matters what you think of them.
I could be like Jonah and say, Lord, these people have sinned against you.
But who am I to say who does what to you?
I’m just a person trying to get through each day with you.
You may look at me and say, everyone, is worth saving.
Remember when I saved you? Where were you?
I will not judge them.
In the end, time judges us all and separates us all.
A million upon millions of stars will fall.
And there will come a new heaven and new earth for all.
Revelations 21:1 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea.
James 4:12 There is only one Lawgiver and Judge, the one who is able to save and destroy. But you—who are you to judge your neighbor?
My God is with me.
He knows me.
He’s been with me through every challenge in my new life.
He was with me when I nervously got on a flight.
Matter of fact, he walked me down the aisle when I became someone’s wife.
He was with me when I zip lined through Costa Rica.
He was with me when I stepped foot on the Holy Lands.
He was with me when I entered a boat on the Sea of Galilee.
It was here in Israel, where I saw him walking on water reaching for Peter’s hand to pull him from the drowning water.
It was also here, where I saw Angels trying to cut their way through for the Messiah to get through barred concertina wire.
He showed me even today he faces challenges too.
He was with me when I was baptized in the Jordan River.
He was with me when I floated in the Dead Sea.
He was with me when I started weeping before I even saw Golgotha.
He was with me with each step I took through the Via del La Rosa.
He was with me when I saw his open tomb.
It was here in the Holy Lands that I understood everything that he did for me.
He was with me when a child passed.
Immanuel has always been with me since my rebirth.
He was with me when my loved ones passed.
He’s never left me.
It’s Immanuel that understands me.
It was Immanuel that took those nails for me.
It was Immanuel that hung on that cross for me.
It’s Immanuel that’s continually misunderstood too.
Oh, forgive me, Yeshua.
I've never felt this way before.
I've never been here before.
I've never seen through your eyes before.
Why, couldn't I see you were the answer before?
I was blind but now, I see.
One touch from you, and I'm forever changed by your word.
Two words from you, and I am new.
Saved and Forgiven.
There’s power in those two words.
My sins forgiven through infinity.
Never to be brought up through infinity.
There’s no God, like you.
I surrender all I am to you.
I am nothing without you.
Oh, touch me, Yeshua, that I may be more like you.
You’re my king, my Lord.
You’re my Savior, God.
You’re my Savior, King.
Your word is like living water that flows to my heart, Lord.
Your word removes every pain.
Your word stabilizes weary minds.
Your word calms waves of emotions.
Your word removes every fear.
Your word removes every stain.
You’re my Savior, King.
Your word and favor are like a refreshing dew left on the grass that sparkles like diamonds reflecting and bouncing from the ground.
Your word is like a purifying rushing spring that restores life all around.
1000 stars could fall from the sky, and I would know you’re in control.
All chaos could break out in the world, and I would know you’re in control.
The moon could turn blood red and I would know that you’re in control.
The world could be shaken, and I would know that you’re in control.
10,000 could fall from sickness at my side, and I would know that you’re in control.
The earth could be covered in darkness, and you would be the light within.
There’s nothing in this world that’s like you, Lord.
No one can replace you, my Lord.
You’re my Savior, King.
You’re my God.
Yeshua. you are Yeshua Hamashiach.
Jesus Christ the Messiah.
Mark 13:24 But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun shall be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light,
Joel 2:31 The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the great and the terrible day of the Lord come.
There’s a Judas spirit in America.
That will lie and deceive others to get more.
That's selfish and ruthless when it comes to more.
They will lie about their family for more.
It’s the Spirit of Judas always wanting more.
The people that always craves more.
The people that will push others aside for more.
The greedy that always want more.
The deceiver always manipulates to get more.
The person that will sell out another for more.
A businessman or woman that will ruthlessly walk over others to get more.
The older siblings that manipulate the helpless for more.
Those that will estrange family members for more.
People that ruin another’s reputation by wanting more.
We must be careful when we want more.
We must search our hearts and see if it’s going to hurt someone else when we want more.
We must be careful that we don’t become a materialistic schemer as Judas, the deceiver of more.
These are the questions we need to ask one another when we want more.
How will we that want more affect others?
What will be the cause and effect of wanting more?
Will, we hurt others by wanting more?
Are we wanting more so we can be a blessing to others and give more?
Or are we wanting more for selfish reasons?
Are we seeking more likes for selfish reasons?
Are we getting rid of an employee for selfish reasons?
Are we destroying a reputation for selfish reasons?
What’s your reason for wanting more?
What happens when all the bricks and mortar falls, and you're judged for your misdeeds for wanting more?
What will be your reason for wanting more?
Whom have you betrayed by wanting more?
How many have betrayed you with a kiss
Don't be like Judas that always wanted more.
Luke 6:16 And Judas the brother of James, and Judas Iscariot, which also was the traitor.
Luke 22:48 But Jesus said unto him, Judas, betrayest thou the Son of man with a kiss?
Yeshua Isn’t a Beast
He’s never going to turn wild against you.
He’s not a wild wolf waiting to devour you.
He’s never going to beat or abuse you.
He’s never going to hurt you.
Yeshua will love on you and comfort you.
Yeshua will protect you from those that harm you.
He will always be there to protect you.
He will always be there to accept you.
Yeshua came to heal the brokenhearted.
Yeshua came to lift you high above the enemies that confront you.
You no longer need to run from those that want to harm you.
You will find comfort in the wings of Yeshua that loves you.
He will fight for you.
He died for you.
He will defend you.
He’s waiting on full submission from you.
Psalms 119:154 Defend my cause and redeem me; preserve my life according to your promise.
You don’t have love until you have Yeshua.
You can’t commit to loving until you have Yeshua.
You don’t understand what love is unless you have Yeshua.
There are so many that search for love in the wrong places.
So many people turn on those that they say they love.
There are so many that hurt the people they say they love.
There are so many wounded by the people they once loved.
Yeshua’s love lasts for eternity.
Yeshua will always love you.
Yeshua’s love will never turn against you.
Yeshua’s love is the only love that will fulfill you.
When you’re thirsty you can’t take a drink of sand to quench your thirst.
You need water.
Yeshua quenches that thirst forever with his living water.
He fills all your needs with his water.
If you’re thirsty today and tired of looking in all the wrong places.
I ask you to invite Yeshua into your life to fill you with his living water.
And then, you will understand the true meaning of love.
Yeshua is love.
You will always be searching until you find Yeshua's love.
Romans 5:8 But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
1 John 4:8 Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.
Immanuel, oh, Immanuel, like a pure rushing waterfall that channels from Heaven above.
That continually pours living healing water on the world.
Immanuel is with us.
He's one of us, Immanuel.
Oh, look at his birth, he was sent from Heaven above.
Millions of Angels descended from Heaven above to witness his birth on the earth.
There was a sign in Heaven, the evening he was born.
Look, at his small face, he smiles at the world, my, Immanuel.
This same small graceful face will one day feel disgrace when they spit in his face and strike and slap him. Oh, Immanuel.
I cry for Immanuel.
Oh, Immanuel, look, at his small fingers, he will one day touch and heal the world from Heavenly powers above.
He was surely sent from Heaven above.
Oh, look at his small hands, they’re so small and yet so strong.
One day he'll heal the sick, and the blind will see, he'll raise the dead with those hands.
They'll one day be pierced with a nail in each hand for the pain of the world, oh, Immanuel.
I cry, Immanuel.
Look at his perfectly shaped small feet.
He’ll one day walk on water.
He'll show the world what it's like to walk with faith in the world.
That's my Immanuel.
Those same small feet will one day have a nail driven through them for our sins.
Oh, look at his small back, you can see his small ribs.
They will one day be bruised for our sins.
I cry, Immanuel.
Look at his small back, it will one day expose his organs to the world.
I cry, Immanuel.
Look at his small side.
He will one day be pierced for our transgressions in the world.
When they pierce his side blood and water will flow from him to show the world, he was sent from Heaven above.
Look at his flesh, how perfect and smooth.
One day he will be crushed for our iniquities, his flesh will be stripped and torn.
I cry, Immanuel.
Oh, look at his perfectly shaped small head.
It will one day have a crown of thorns pushed into his skull.
He will then be given authority to accept all our iniquities and sins.
Oh, look at his small brown eyes you can feel his warmth.
You can already see the love he has for this world.
Oh, put your hand on his heart, and feel his strong heartbeat.
One day his heart will show the world what love is, Immanuel.
Oh, how I love, Immanuel.
Oh, close your eyes, and look at him, Immanuel. Immanuel
You can’t see him as the world sees him.
You must close your eyes and open your heart.
And, look through the eyes of your heart.
Do you see him yet?
He’s taken our sins, yours and mine.
They're nailed to the cross with him.
He’s taken the curses from the beginning of the world.
They’re nailed to the cross with him.
He descended and captured the keys from hell below and ascended back to Heaven above to hand his father the keys.
No more does death sting.
Yeshua our Savior came back to the world as the risen Savior to save the world. Immanuel our protector stays with us to guard us.
Immanuel, Immanuel, Oh, Oh, Immanuel. He's like the freshness of a waterfall sent from Heaven above to clean the world and to heal the world. A billion stars follow the footsteps of Immanuel on the earth since his rebirth. Immanuel, he commands our footsteps on the earth.
Immanuel, the Son of God, that's Immanuel. God with us.
Isaiah 7:14 Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel.
Isaiah 8:8 and sweep on into Judah, swirling over it, passing through it and reaching up to the neck. Its outspread wings will cover the breadth of your land, Immanuel.
You bow down to your Pagan god.
Not even realizing you're making sacrifices to the Pagan God Baal.
You won’t accept the real God.
That is, I am, Yeshua.
Your life reverses back to over 4000 years ago when people served false gods.
And they sacrificed into the roaring fires their newborns to their god.
You give into the spirit of increase desiring more.
You cry out for more wealth.
You cry out for more you.
Your life is self-centered all about you.
You lure the different sexes for pleasure.
You care for no one else but you.
There could be 1000 people starving around you.
And you would keep the last loaf for you.
You need to open your eyes and see your god.
You will one day realize your god has no ears.
Therefore, he can’t hear you.
Your god has no eyes.
Therefore, he can’t see you.
Your God has no heart.
Therefore, he has no feelings towards you.
You could fall a thousand stories and he wouldn’t hear you.
He wouldn’t see you.
He has no feelings for you.
You could cry a million tears for 1000, years and he would have no feelings towards you.
The only thing he desires from you is human suffering.
You should know by now if your god doesn’t hear you, you're calling on the wrong god.
There’s only one God and his name is I am Yeshua.
I am the first, and I am the last.
I am the light of the world to take away all human suffering.
I am the God that created you, that loves you. I gave my life for you.
What has your false demi-god done for you?
Isaiah 48:12 “Listen to me, Jacob, Israel, whom I have called: I am the first and I am the last.
John 9:5 While I am in the world, I am the light of the world.
Exodus 3:14 God said to Moses , “I am who I am. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: “I am has sent me to you.”
John 6:48 I am the bread of life.
I cried and knocked on your doorway to Heaven.
As mysterious as it sounds, I knew it was my only way to reach you in Heaven.
I stood there with a 1000 tears flooding my eyes.
I stood there lost in my imagination.
I looked hard and long waiting for someone to walk through that wooden cross.
My gut told me you were just on the other side.
It was a portal hidden in time.
But my fears told me you were just an imagination unknown.
I thought to myself.
I fought myself with a million lies.
If I could only reach you, I might have a chance.
I could hear the whispers of the liar.
He kept shouting to me, "you were just my imagination that you weren't real."
But I cried out more.
I stood there, shouting out to my imagination.
If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be here, leave me alone.
But the liar shouted and kept trying to get me to leave with him.
At that moment, I saw Heaven's portal open.
I was right, it was way more than just an ancient wooden cross made from wooden beams.
It was where my Yeshua descended and ascended into Heaven.
It was a doorway to another realm.
It was the portal to Heaven.
At that moment, I felt Yeshua touch me.
I stood there weeping and collapsed in Yeshua's arms.
He was real and not my imagination.
It was then that I gave my soul to you.
I cried out Yeshua, I finally found you.
And, you said. "I never left you. I knew you would one day return to me."
John 10:9 I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved.
Reference: Rabbi Jonathan Cahn: The Book of Mysteries
I was awakened and taken up to Heaven By a visiting Angel.
It was my second time to visit Heaven.
The Angel’s voice said, “it is time.”
I thought it was the end of my life.
I remember streaming across the solar system.
I remember the beauty of seeing the stars and planets.
Heaven was above all the other planets in the solar system.
When we arrived in Heaven, I saw three high towers.
I saw no end to the towers.
There were windows in the towers.
I wasn’t allowed to look out the windows in the tower.
I was told it was forbidden.
My dad was waiting for me.
He came up and hugged me.
And said. “I was his daughter with a heart.”
I could see in Heaven that relationships are restored.
I could see that there’s so much to see there that no imagination can take you there.
My visit to hell was much different there.
I was in pain from the moment they told me I was going there.
I remember being confused and crying out to Jesus.
That I didn’t belong there.
I was in my room and everything went static.
I heard a voice say, "it’s time."
I saw a nurse wearing a pointy white cap that suddenly appeared she looked like she stepped out of World War 11.
And speaking of World War 11.
I saw the face of Hitler there.
He was in a fiery dungeon performing experimental operations on people.
I could hear the loud fearing cries of the people there.
I remember feeling the hot heat there.
It must have been 500 degrees there.
I could see the souls of the captives there.
They were etched into the volcanic walls there.
Every time a horrid operation was performed, they were pulled from the walls there.
I cried out to Jesus.
I cried out to God.
Why am I in hell?
The face of Adolph Hitler told me there was no escaping there.
I belonged there.
I cried out to Jesus.
I cried out to God.
I recited John 3:16.
As Hitler was getting ready to perform a female operation on me there.
Jesus appeared there.
He wasn’t alone there was an Angel with him with blond hair wearing a silver crown, with a blue sapphire in the middle.
Jesus said. "Hands off Satan, she doesn’t belong to you, she’s mine."
And I saw them fighting with swords there.
Jesus took me from there.
When I arrived back at my home.
My right hand was stiff.
I’ve never been able to write with it since being rescued from there.
That’s when I became left-handed.
I believe that was Jesus’ way of showing me that he really let me go there, and my experience was real.
Heaven and hell are real, and we must stay strong in our faith and our walk with him so we never risk winding up there.
We must try to save others from going there.
I don't think words can explain the pain and agony that people suffer there. People ask me, why do I write? Because I don't want anyone going to hell.
Revelation 1:18 I am the Living One; I was dead, and now look, I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades.
I humbly walked crying up to the altar of salvation.
I humbly fell to the ground as the spirit poured it over me.
I could feel every part of my submission.
I felt as a young child the day I received the gift of salvation.
I felt like Mary Magdalene must have the day all her sins were taken away.
I felt like the blind man that could now see.
I was feeling the Holy Spirit filling me with the holy gift of salvation.
My body began shaking.
I cried out for more.
I wasn’t thirsty anymore.
I began speaking in an unknown language.
I could feel the presence of a 100 Angels the day I received my salvation.
Oh, I cried, let it pour.
The more it poured the stronger the unknown language came out with a force.
After it was over, I could barely get up from the altar.
I had to grip my hands and pull myself up.
It was only by the strength of salvation that I was able to pull myself up and rise.
That day changed the course of my life.
I now had the gift of salvation.
I walked away as a new woman with a new life.
Luke 2:30 For my eyes have seen your salvation.
2 Corinthians 6:2 For he says, "In the time of my favor I heard you, and in the day of salvation I helped you. "I tell you, now is the time of God's favor, now is the day of salvation.
Draw water from the wells of salvation
Drink from the well of salvation.
If anyone is thirsty come to the well of salvation.
We were created to drink from the well of salvation.
We will always be lost wandering the world until we receive salvation.
It all started when I wanted to find out about my future.
I went to a fortune-teller.
She turned my hands and looked at my lifeline.
She said I would have a long life.
I would be a wife.
It sent one demon to fight at my side.
Have mercy on me.
My teenage daughters brought home an Ouija Board.
I watched too many movies about that evil board.
And they never turned out good.
I went to church and asked our preacher man.
He laughed and said, it was a harmless game.
I played a game with an Ouija board.
It sent another demon that became active in my life.
And before I knew it, I became his wife.
I blame it all on that Ouija Board.
They have a bad rap.
I cried out to God.
I cried out to Heaven.
Have mercy on me.
I was filled with curiosity.
I was naive.
And searched more.
I started making those long-distance calls to get answers.
You know those that always seem to have good answers.
I didn’t know it would send another demon to fight.
And back then, the calls were 35 to 50 dollars to talk to psychics.
I made those calls about once a week.
You would figure by then that I would have enough common sense.
But I moved in life not making much sense.
Before I knew it I was fighting four demons at my side.
I would go to sleep with the blankets over my head when I was in bed.
I would cry out to Heaven.
I would cry out to God.
Have mercy on me.
Everyone was telling me the Bible was outdated that I needed to catch up with the times.
I started getting wiser and started reading the Bible.
It seemed all those fortune tellers and astrology was cursing my life.
All it had led me to was being a mad man’s wife.
But after I left him.
I had a hard time letting it go.
I never knew it would lead me to fight demons in my room.
I looked and saw four demons with black capes in my room.
They talked as if I wasn’t in the room.
How they were going to attack me.
You know those demons aren’t real smart, they tell you their plans.
But I had another plan.
I got the olive oil out of my kitchen and doused them good.
My landlord smiled when I told her the reasons for the spots on the walls.
I got out the word of God and shouted it from my mouth.
I looked around again and those demons were gone.
It was true the word of God is a sword.
I kept reciting John 3:16 for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life. "Take that in the name of Jesus Christ. I command you to leave."
Take that, splash.
Take that, splash.
Take that, splash.
Take that, splash.
It was those words that saved my life.
It’s our weapon against demons.
I never made those calls again.
I learned my lesson.
I now had more common sense.
I learned you can’t serve two masters.
I chose Jesus Christ as my Master.
Now, when I see those spiritual fights going on, I see Angels fighting my fights.
Shannah-Shinnah can mean a year of repeat or a year of change. Make this a year of change.
1 Corinthians 10:21 You cannot drink the cup of the lord and the cup of demons too; you cannot have a part in both the Lord's table and the table of demons.
Proverbs 30:5 Every word of God is flawless; he is a shield to those who take refuge in him
Acts 4:30 "Stretch out your hand to heal and perform signs and wonders through the name of your holy servant Jesus."
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