As mysterious as it sounds, I knew it was my only way to reach you in Heaven.
I stood there with a 1000 tears flooding my eyes.
I stood there lost in my imagination.
I looked hard and long waiting for someone to walk through that wooden cross.
My gut told me you were just on the other side.
It was a portal hidden in time.
But my fears told me you were just an imagination unknown.
I thought to myself.
I fought myself with a million lies.
If I could only reach you, I might have a chance.
I could hear the whispers of the liar.
He kept shouting to me, "you were just my imagination that you weren't real."
But I cried out more.
I stood there, shouting out to my imagination.
If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be here, leave me alone.
But the liar shouted and kept trying to get me to leave with him.
At that moment, I saw Heaven's portal open.
I was right, it was way more than just an ancient wooden cross made from wooden beams.
It was where my Yeshua descended and ascended into Heaven.
It was a doorway to another realm.
It was the portal to Heaven.
At that moment, I felt Yeshua touch me.
I stood there weeping and collapsed in Yeshua's arms.
He was real and not my imagination.
It was then that I gave my soul to you.
I cried out Yeshua, I finally found you.
And, you said. "I never left you. I knew you would one day return to me."
John 10:9 I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved.
Reference: Rabbi Jonathan Cahn: The Book of Mysteries